Monster

You say monster. Scale your penthouses. Smash you on the lighthouse rocks. Sirening you from the backrows of a puppet sub-genre.

We say autonomous trailer park/ghetto/mermaid/unicorn/cyborg collectives.1

You say grossly erotic, electrocuted grave. Congenital and category.

We say we are lovingnewword. Havoc-ing in encyclopedia warehouses between “math” and “moon.” Subject-ing eggs

—Dawn Tefft


1And by trailer park, I mean a community of people forced to live in one part of town.  And by ghetto, I mean a community of people forced to live in one part of the city.  And by putting these terms next to each other, I mean an active solidarity between people forced to live on very little.  I mean a recognition of the beauty inherent in all communities.  I mean that I grew up on welfare and lived in the worst houses in town.  I mean that I feel comfortable saying the words “trailer park,” but not “ghetto.”  I mean I wish I knew another word, because I have heard other people who look like me use the word with such ugliness.  I mean I would like to actively support my friends working to reclaim it as a word of beauty.  I mean language is complicated and I don't have the rights to every usage, because my rights are limited by my experiences.  I mean I would love to create new worlds and new words to describe them.  I mean “We say autonomous trailer park/ghetto/mermaid/unicorn/cyborg collectives.”

bhanu havocs dawn's subject 

a community of people forced to live in one part of town.  The removal of a person,
between people forced to live on very little abruptly, from a set of conditions

I have heard other people who look like me their homes to be superior to your own with its backward-seeming margarines and vinegars on welfare

use the word were you born a cyborg into a house with such ugliness
my rights brutal monsters limited by my experiences

Please tell me my future.                         I see a body, outlined
against the barracks           

This is a tongue she is holding in her hands,
separate from her mouth. 

I could not stop her
from giving birth to herself if I tried.

 

bhanu havocs dawn's subject: a monster response arranged by Ching-In Chen from Dawn Tefft's poem and italicized text from Bhanu Kapil's Incubation: a Space for Monsters (Leon Works, 2006).

 

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